Continuity

I feel like
I’m a missed note
In a song 
You wrote

fight and flight

it’s a common misconception
that unlike fingers or toes
hearts grow back

To know

To know you’re just a button away
Yet you withhold

You withheld
You wouldn’t let me in
You wasted us
On your need to fit in
So blind to see
That you fitted in
With me

Segment of light fallen on white van
Nothing holds as tightly
As it used to when we were eight
Obama met the Pope
For the first time today
And it made no difference

Please hold

Like a telephone wire
Curled around your fingers
It doesn’t feel like it’s over
It feels like
I’ve been put on hold

in the dark

you angered, screaming
exhausting everything in the artillery
close minded
you spun
my beating heart

blank

we were
we once, we were
where you realised
you couldn’t bear the weight
and how could you
I can’t bear it sometimes
either
I thought we would though
I thought together
we would

we were

Inertia

I compare the photos
Of the sky
From different parts of the world
And they all look like the same sunset 
Like nothing has changed

My favourite place in the world #love #london #silver

My favourite place in the world #love #london #silver

#graffiti #love #london #shoreditch #photography Rainy days and neon

#graffiti #love #london #shoreditch #photography Rainy days and neon

#goodnight #london

#goodnight #london

Night flowers #love #london

Night flowers #love #london

#Shoreditch you’re looking georgeous this morning :) #love #london

#Shoreditch you’re looking georgeous this morning :) #love #london

home sick

a lot of dying
comes from the little town
where I came from
a lot of cancer
and overdose
and weakness
a lot of soul
and heart
seeps into the ground

Danger

demolition 
in progress
walking past
I try
and can’t recall
what was there 
before

a toothless city
the empty space
reminds me